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Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
I really miss studying in CHIJ. It's been more than half a year ever since i stepped out of the IJ school gates, but what i recall is that i stepped out on my last day without even looking back once. I seriously couldn't wait to get the hell out of there. But now, i regret. I regret for not treasuring my memories in IJ more.

How is it that life can seem so perfect when suddenly all comes crashing down on you? I have great friends and great classmates in MI, you know. But somebody always has to be there to bring you down.

Do you seriously think that i got everything i did through zero hard work? Was it a smooth path for me all the way? Of course not. My secondary school results sucked to the core. By some unforseen miracle, i managed to get through my O Levels fairly well. But while i was doing badly, nobody treated me differently. As for you, all you do is go for one thousand and one consultations, and while that fact is digested in everybody's minds, it doesn't seem to have any real effect.

As my dear friend Wei Long always tells me(:P), you study SMART, not study HARD. There's no point in practicing Math for 9 hours if what you're doing has absolutely no substance.I learnt that the hard way. You overload yourself with activities and all that; i personally am not surprised that you cannot cope. Before you start blaming others for your failure, please, think about your own abilities and have a good measure of them.

You're not a stupid person and i can tell. You can do all that i did and more; only if you put down your pride just for a while. It's not that difficult to eat humble pie;i've been doing exactly that for more than 2 years. My secondary school friends can vouch for that.

By the way, many people actually hate you for your guts. I don't hate your guts; but i hate it that you always cannot face up to and accept reality, and choose instead to blame others for your own folly. It's nobody's fault but your own.

I really miss IJ now. WHAT will i not give to turn back time and go back to those days. I especially miss Yue Xiang. How we used to sing in between classes without a care for the world, pass weird yet hiliarious notes to each other when we weren't sitting together, create tons of nonsense and basically everything that we've done. We've been good friends since primary school, and though we've had our hard times, you know that you'll always be the best friend that i've ever had.

As for you, oh no, you don't deserve good results like the others. Go restructure your character first before even thinking about good results. And you need a SERIOUS restructuring. Some people want to have you kicked out. You know what? I do too, now.