Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 8:12 AM
Happy Lunar New Year and Valentine's Day to all (: Just came back from a day of visiting, as usual. Wanted to study while visiting but ended up falling asleep in front of the television instead -.- All that precious time to do something productive all gone to waste. Will do so after i finish typing this post (:I guess i'm posting because i need to get things off my chest. It's not particularly bothering me, but it's enough to cause me to stone/gaze blankly into space for 15-20 minutes at a stretch. As always, i kind of feel overloaded because of NEC. Not that i have that many commitments, but i feel overwhelmed. Total Defence Day was just over, and right after the CNY holidays we'll have to start preparing for the next event. A 4-day weekend is not enough to compensate for 1 month of less-than-5-hours-per-night sleep. Enough said. Next is something that comes to haunt my subconsicious when i'm not doing anything in particular (for example, stoning on the bus back home). After hearing what you said to me last night, it seemed that your meaning was obvious enough. But is it me, or do i detect a certain element of slyness in that statement? Again, wishful thinking on my part? Or are my instincts right? Or am i close to suffering a mental breakdown? It could well be a combination of all three, my goodness. I really am going to lose my sense of rationality soon. Or rather, what's left of it -.- We're after the same rainbow's end, Waiting round the bend, My huckleberry friend, Moon River, And me. And this is for you, my dear.
