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Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 11:51 PM
I know this just sounds plain weird, but i hate it when there's no homework.

Because i can't figure out if i'm actually slacking off or taking a well-deserved break. And yet i complain when there is homework.

I just studied Topic 6 for Geography and the types of protectionist measures for Economics. Somewhat alleviated my guilt, but i'm suspicious of just how much i managed to internalise and process.My progress in Math has been pathetic, though i managed to see some light at the end of the tunnel after consultation with Mr Saw yesterday morning. Thanks Mr Saw! (:

Finally, Student Leaders' Investiture is over (: I'm happy because there are no more lengthy rehearsals to go for. But i feel messed up because of a certain gold bar that is pinned to the left side of my uniform now. It feels weighty, both literally and figuratively. My most vivid recollection of Wednesday was just before the actual Investiture started.

Sitting next to Fikri while waiting for the teachers to brief us....

Fikri: So, are you ready for the presidency?
Me: *pained look* no.....
Fikri: That's what you always say....

Somehow this left an indelible mark on my memory, the rest of the Investiture was just a blur.

After the Investiture, i feel as if my pain has increased threefold.

VJC Economics Symposium Preliminary Rounds, P5 Literature Project, P1 Literature Project, YOG Economics Project, PI, not to mention all the emotional baggage that i have to lug around with me from now on.

I am not a religious person, and neither did i come from a family with a religious background. I remember leaving CHIJ Secondary more than a year ago, with a wallet card that was presented to all graduating students. I swear i haven't looked it ever since i left the school. While digging into my wallet just a few days before the actual Investiture, i saw it again....

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time,
enjoying one moment at a time,
accepting hardship as a pathway to peace...

It felt like the comforting voice of an old friend. It felt almost as if someone out there understood, and was willing to help me through this.

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Off to mug Economics now!