Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 8:49 AM
It never struck me just how desperately i needed a good rest until yesterday. Proof? For my teachers and friends to look at me and tell me SERIOUSLY that i need to hit the sack. Badly. Maybe it's time that i let go of the naive belief that i can really influence and change the way certain things go in life. Some things are perhaps, really just not within the sphere of my control. It always takes a bout of sickness like now, for my body to raise the alarm and tell me that i should stop pushing my body beyond the limits of human endurance. If i sound somewhat incoherent,it's because i'm trying to take my mind off the fact that i really feel like throwing up right now. I shouldn't have stuffed my face with chocolate ice-cream just now; and all i had was one scoop. I can practically hear my body screaming for surrender now. NEED.TO.SLEEP. NEED.TO.STOP.THINKING.SO. MUCH. UGH. Screw school projects. Screw life. Screw you.Oh, just go away.