Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 5:38 AM
I've just recovered from my illness, but now i'm sick again. It's back, and this time it seems to be even worse. Going for the forum tomorrow morning is simply out of the question.This week has just been awful. At least today wasn't too bad; NEC study session somehow turned out to be study session with Si Ying, Cheryl, Yong Jia and Yong Jia's friend (I really don't know who that guy is). So despite the extremely intimidating Geography and Economics lecture notes piled up in front of me, it was pretty fun because Yong Jia just kept making us laugh (: I stayed in the MI library from 1pm all the way to 6pm, taking only toilet breaks in between. I'm proud that i finally managed to do some productive studying. Was so dazed on the way home i knocked into a lamp post. Now there's a lump the side of a 20-cent coin on the right side of my forehead, and it's really painful, not to mention downright embarrassing. ....................................I'm so sorry. I'm really really sorry that i had to do this. I wish that things could have turned out differently, but hold it against me all you want; all i can say is that my reaction was a defense mechanism. I'm sorry that i had to resort to this.