Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 7:20 AM
It's close to 11.30pm and i've still got school tommorrow, so it's probably not a very good idea for me to be still blogging at this time. BUT SUPER SHOW 3 WAS SIMPLY AWESOME! Too good and too amazing to be described in words, in my opinion. Which is why i shall let the pictures do the talking, rather than talk about it. I shall upload them only when i'm free though, so follow along if you want to view them(: It's a shame that the pictures were of such poor quality, partially due to my hands shaking from excitement half the time and the awkward angle of my seat. It was a good seat in the sense that it was only 2 rows away from the extended platforms(that's damned close!), but it was located right at the edge so i had to sit 45 degrees to the right in order to see what was going on over at the other side. I simply just HAVE to blog about the following part, so ignore it if you can't stomach fangirl moments. Yesung came to stand right in front of my section, and to be honest i wasn't that crazy about shaking hands or whatsoever (i was more concerned about safety issues and i didn't want people knocking me over), but i somehow managed to get right in front of the stage without any obstructions. So there i was, standing there half-stunned and unable to move (i think i was just shell-shocked), and he was looking around at the crowd. I was just standing there, when Cherie came beside me and started screaming his name to get his attention. He looked straight at the both of us, then smiled and waved. Thanks Cherie! (:OKAY I NEARLY FAINTED HERE BECAUSE HE LOOKED STRAIGHT AT ME! HE FREAKING LOOKED AT ME! What happened next was likely to be awfully embarrassing because i was probably gaping away like a fish. Cherie was screaming at me to stretch my hand out to him, but i don't know why; he looked somewhat unhappy about all the fans around me clamouring to give him their hand towels or whatever, so i just smiled at him and took a couple more pictures. Yes, i must have been stark bonkers to not seize the opportunity, but something seemed to stop me at that point of time. Maybe it was because i feared that he would reject my handshake and end up embarrassing myself in the process. Either way, some other fan pushed me out of the way to hand him her hand towel, and he just turned on his heel and walked away. Afterwards Yue Xiang and her friend told me that Yesung seemed somewhat unhappy, distracted and just not into it, which i agree with. I wonder why? The pictures says it all; his smiles seemed practised and forced, and he barely made eye contact with any of the fans. At first i thought that he was but it turned out to be simply mechanical eye contact. He was looking around but not really looking at anything or anyone in particular. While the other members were happily interacting with the fans, he just withdrew and barely interacted with anyone at all. Though i am indeed a little upset at his lack of enthusiasm, i'm happy that he at least looked at me properly and gave me a genuine smile. I'm still wondering how i managed to push my way to the front. Or rather, i didn't push at all; all i remember was getting out of my seat and walking in front and somehow ending up right in front of him. I was that close; close enough to comfortably shake his hand. But i was shy and hesitant so i merely just smiled at him. I was also feeling extremely self-conscious because it was kind of obvious that i had been stalking him with my camera ever since the beginning of the concert. He seemed to know because his face seemed to carry a hint of surprise that i had been following him for such a long time. I was sitting right in front after all, and the people in front of me didn't stand up and take pictures because they were the crew members and probably some VIPs. Come to think of it, what held me back was his expression. Something told me that he won't be happy if i tried to get too close, and i was right about that because his expression darkened noticeably when the fans started to push their way past the security guard. Contrast that to Donghae; he even personally put his towel around Cherie's neck, how lucky is that? (: I've just realised that i devoted 4 huge chunks of text for my blow-by-blow account of my SS3 experience, so i shall stop here. Pictures up soon! (:
