Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 8:15 AM
The List of Things That I Should Be Doing Now Instead of Blogging: 1. Thinking of what i should post for AEC Project2. Read through the Literature Skills Package (I'm a 2nd year A Level Literature student and heck, i don't even know what an ode is? I'm embarrassed just admitting this to myself) 3. Revise the extremely content-heavy topic of TNCs for Geography 4. Go back and attempt the 2 questions in Math Assignment 2 that i skipped the other day Looking at this list already makes me feel guilty, dang. Currently hovering somewhere in between emo-ness and exuberance. Why? Don't ask me. Too many things have been happening recently. But i've learnt to just set aside what can be prolonged first. Got to focus on TDD as well as getting ready for CTs by next week. Once TDD is over i know that half my pain will be gone. And CTs, don't even remind me. I feel sick just thinking about it. But there's a lot more on my mind nowadays. You know how the most unexpected things just come and hit you right in the face when you're least expecting it? I've been feeling like that a lot lately. And it's so extreme i don't even know where i should start pondering from. Sigh. PU2 is just...life-changing. To end off this particularly pointless post.....Part of me wants to tell myself that all this is in my imagination, but another part of me doesn't want to let go of that fantasy. Can i say that i feel a connection between us? Or is it just plain wishful thinking on my part? Can i say that i feel stressed taking up a more prominent role in school because i know you'll be watching?