Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 5:33 AM
Life is all about making choices. More often than not, we make the wrong choices rather the right ones. I'm convinced that you're making a terrible mistake; however i'm not in the position to force my own beliefs and ideals onto other people, neither do i fancy becoming a captive of other people's lives. I can just watch from the sidelines and hope with all my heart that you will emerge unscathed. As your friend, i regret that i can't do more for you. It's your life, your choice. I just hope that you know what you're doing and where you're headed. At first i blamed myself for not being there for you; but now, i shall cease blaming myself...because it is no fault of mine that you have chosen this path. I'll just watch and wait...Today's picnic was cancelled. Good thing it was, because it literally rained the whole day, and it showed no signs of letting up. And i haven't got to experience the pleasure of surfing the net on a rainy afternoon with a hot drink by my side. Perhaps i live for these simple moments of rest and relaxation now. This is because when school reopens, it's going to be one hell of a ball game once again, with all the things coming up. I've been entered for yet another Economics competition; the VJC Symposium. 2 months ago i would have cringed at this very prospect, but now, the thought of my SGC and training for PW OP seems enticing (: I'm sorry, this is a pragmatic society we're living in. Speaking of PW, the moment which the PU2s have all been waiting for (or dreading,rather) is finally here:The release of the topics for 2010 PW. Shall gear myself up for the rigour once again. It won't be an easy fight; but i feel comforted by the fact that i have great group members (: We'll go through this together guys, as we always have done! Yet another milestone to overcome, and plenty of obstacles along the way. But this time, i promise myself that i won't give up without a fight......
