Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 7:24 AM
Institute Day. It was a real torture for me in a way, having to escort numerous people up and down the stage. And it didn't help that my court shoes were killing me and i'm not yet fully recovered from my bout of sickness as of now. Yet, it was inspiring to listen to all of the Millennians' success stories, knowing that each and every one of them had their struggles and challenges to overcome as well.I also received the MI Academic Achievement Award (Silver), for PU2 Top Achievers. Although it's an honour, i couldn't help but to look wistfully at the PU3s wearing their Golden Wings and wonder if i'll get there next year. With that in mind, i no longer have any idea just how hard i should push myself anymore. It gets to the point when i feel immensely guilty just for not revising for a day. Is this a valid reaction, or just plain, simple paranoia? At least i knew just how hard i could push myself in PU1. Now i have no inkling of what my limits are. It's either (a) My limits are increasing (which is a good thing) or (b) I'm going to go insane soon. I think i'll give myself a few days' grace before i burn out.