Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 8:52 AM
Sometimes i feel like i haven't been fulfilling my duty as a daughter. Mothers' Day (or even birthdays) are arbitrary to me, and i don't set much stock on them. Every year it's just a meal outside all the same. However, i've been hearing that many of my friends actually got their mothers gifts. I didn't. My mother always says that she only asks for good results and obedience, and that she doesn't want any gifts because she wants me to save up my money for my own use. Maybe i shall get her something for her birthday this year (Yes, for the first time in nearly 18 years....Let me reiterate: Useless daughter.....)I'm sorry for the emotional outburst today people, but even i have a tolerance threshold. Surpass it and that's the result. Before you start blaming others for the state you are in, please reflect back on yourself. Screw up your life if you want to, but don't do it at the expense of others who are fighting to get their lives back on track in this increasingly delirious environment. Pre-U 2 Seminar tomorrow. I'm going to bring my half-completed Geography essay to school and see if i can squeeze in 10 or 15 minute windows of productive work between breaks and all that.